Before CNY & Valentine's day
Somethings that out of my expectation happened
During CNY
Haiz~
Still proceeding...
Before CNY
V nearly broken up
as I really get hurt deep inside
I can't imagine that
After 5yrs
Quite similar things appear in front of me again
Am I that bad luck??
Nobody I can talk to
How they can understand the feeling I having???
Not everything can explain
Not everything can be tell
Who knows my feeling?
I need to pretend I'm ok and I'm happy during this CNY without let my family know
I'm hurt
I'm sad
I really can't control my tears to falling down
I can't control myself
CNY??
I'm only know want to pretend I'm ok in front all of the people
and thinking the things that I haven't done it
The time when I said to you
I'm hurting too and it's killing me
But
I still hope my family, friends and other people will having a good CNY celebration!!!
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mi~try to accept it..although it's cruel...you can stand for the cruelness as you did it the same with last relationship...cheers...heaps love...
ReplyDeletegal,thx u for listen to me when i'm facing problems...
ReplyDeletei knw wat u means n i knw wat to do...
at last,i still wif him.
i dunno how u'll thk but i hard to tell u by jus using msn...
sth really nit to tell u face to face thn oni u can knw more clearly about d situation...
i dunno d decision i made is right o wrong bt i nit ur support n oso other frens..
wait u bec thn i'll tell u more details...
although i still wif him bt i dy told him wat i reali care..
miss ya^^