Monday, January 25, 2010

我难过

我真的很难过很不开心
我很想放声大哭
真的很想
从小到大
我都很难哭出声
妈妈说没有哭出来不好
但我就是不哭出声音
也许
这就是我
总爱把所有的心事往自己的肚子里吞
到头来
辛苦的
也只有我自己
有谁可以告诉我
我该怎么做
我怎的很心痛
你的沉默
让我不知道你在想些什么
难道我对你而言
真的是个没有你在身边都可以很坚强吗
没有你的陪伴
我不会感觉到寂寞吗
还是
你总认为我可以很谅解
很体谅
可以接受
你每一次
都需要处理自己的事情而没有陪我吗
我不说
我说可以
并不代表
你可以每一次都以你有事情要处理
而把我丢在一旁
难道
你的投资
学业
时间
都只是
对你很重要的事情而以
我呢
是不是失去我你也一样可以
我告诉了你那么多
你可以完全没有给我任何反应
叫你不要打给我
你就真的没打
为何我说
我不喜欢
我介意
你和她这样子
你却没有做
不要说你用行动来告诉我
我看到的
只有你在刻意的让我不知道
然而
我什么都懂
我不说
就代表我不知道吗
你知道要放弃一样自己爱的人或物
是有多么的痛苦吗
有多不舍吗
为何你可以无动于衷
T.T
我真的会疯

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

礼物

礼物~刘力扬
终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻开过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步
我才发现转了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有淤点
就像每段爱总会有终点
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好有感觉的一首歌
旋律
歌词
喜欢^^

Monday, January 4, 2010

Worried,Unease,Misunderstand,Care

I
Worried
Unease
Misunderstand
and
Care
of
YOU
I have been called you the whole noon as normally you will give me a call in the morning
But
yesterday
It doesn't happened
The first time i give you a call
I thought you are busying with your things especially you'll having your SIDC exam next week
While
After few hours
You still haven't give me a call or even a sms
Until
4pm something
After a call i made
Finally
I received the sms from you
The sms doesn't make me happy because of you give me response
The message you sent to me just have one sentence
"At hospital now..."
*Shock*
My mind during that time was blur...
I replied you
"Y at hospital?Anything happen?"
and you
replied me with
"Dun worried about me...is ok...very tired i dun1 explain too much...take care yrself..."
It's impossible i wont worried you!!!
I also gave you many calls after that but you also didn't pick up my call or sms me...
You made me more worried!!!
After few hours
Almost 7pm
Finally you called me
The first sentence you talked to me
"Are you ok???"
Izit this question supposedly is me ask you???
The reason you asked me like this is because you know i was worried you?
I really worried,unease and care about you!!!
Those feeling only can put down after you give me the call
But it do not make all the worried disappear!!!
I worried until i cried for almost 2hours...
I really worried and sad!!!