情绪化

突然间很想哭

应该说，我已经哭出来了！

不懂为什么

眼泪就留了下来

为何总是那么情绪化？

我眼泪很多吗？

真的要哭才会比较舒服吗？

我还有什么方法？

脑海里浮现了很多很多

说不出是什么

但，就是让我的眼泪流了下来

眼看时间一分一秒的流走

我却还停在原地

外表给人坚强的我

其实内心是脆弱的

越是想引藏

越让人看透

Killing by headache

Last Saturday,i suffered a badly headache i ever had.
That day, I suffering badly until i cried.
Besides,it make me can't fall asleep as well.
It was hardly pain.
It like gonna kill my brain.

After that day, headache like just hide for temporary then appear again.
Sunday,yesterday as well as today!!!
Just now went back from class suffering headache again.
Took medicine and have a nap but it do not works.
Until now,still the same.

人，总不断的成长

人，总不断的成长
想法会变
性格会变
态度会变
处事方法会变
而我们能做些什么?
是什么让我们改变和不断的成长?
家人?朋友?伴侣?需求?金钱?地位?环境?诱惑?还是自己本身?

或许，我们需要看开点
眼前的一切，可以很快起了变化
当你只是稍微错过了那一瞬间
你可能会失去眼前的一切

很多时候，你宁可从来都没有见过自己不想看见的事
因为你懂，当你了解和知道了某件事时，你的心里是多么的希望自己是不知道的
也许，事情不是你想像的那样但你的思绪还是环绕在那问题之间
相反的，当你对那件事完全不知道，也许你是快乐的
但也可能是被伤得最深的一个

学会看开了
很多事，轮不到我们去安排
我们能决定自己的一生该怎么走但我们决定不了身边出现的人，事，物
唯一能做的，就是珍惜眼前的一切
因为...
有些事，一转身就是一辈子
当你决定了转身，就不要后悔当初自己做的决定
因没有人让你做出这个决定

有些事，一转身就是一辈子

有些人一直沒機會見

等有機會見了 卻又猶豫

相見不如不見

有些事一直沒有機會做

等有機會了 卻不想再做了

有些話埋藏在心中好久沒機會說

等有機會說的時候 卻說不出口

有些愛一直沒機會愛

等有機會了 已經不愛了

有些人很多機會相見的 卻總找借口推脫

想見的時候 已經沒有機會了

有些話很多機會說的 卻想著以后再說

要說的時候 已經沒有機會了

有些事有很多機會做的 卻一天一天推遲

想做的時候 卻發現沒有機會了

有些愛給了你很多機會卻不在意沒在乎

想重視的時候以僅給機會愛了

人生有時候總是很諷刺一轉身可能就是一世

說好永遠的不知怎么就散了

最后自己想來想去竟然也搞不清 當初是什么原因分開彼此的

然后你突然醒悟 感情原來是這么脆弱的

經得起風雨卻經不起平凡

風雨同船 天晴便各自散了

也許只是賭氣 也許只是因為小小的事

幻想著和好的甜蜜或重逢時的擁抱

那時候會是邊流淚邊捶打對方還傻笑著

該是多美的畫面 沒想到的是一別竟是一輩子了

于是.....

各有各的生活 各自愛著別的人

曾經相愛 現在已互不相干

即使在同一個小小的城市也不曾再相逢

某一天某一刻走在同一條街也看不見對方

先是感嘆 后來是無奈

也許你很幸福 因為找到另一個適合自己的人

也許你不幸福 因為你可能這一生就只有那個人真正用心在你身上

很久很久沒有對方的消息也不再想起這個人 也是不想再想起這些

學會珍惜身邊的每一個人 或許那都會成為記憶的美好

Mess up all the things

Since yesterday, felt like everthings just like dropped in my mind without let me have a preparation.
Huh?!?!!I was unable to manage it nicely and properly and these made me get along with all the unnecessary feeling.
For the unease feeling that i had still torture me but it was better than last few weeks.
Sometime I was thinking that is it don't care much about the things will be better than we know everythings?
But, some of the things, we are supposed to know it.
We cannot change someone else but we can communicate well with someone.
There is nothing can deal without communication.
Maybe, treasure the things in front of us is more important.

Unease Feeling

Since last week, my feeling is too complicated and unease.

I don't know what should I do!

Something that I saw can't treat it as I never saw it!

I keep telling myself it was just a normal thing.

But, my mind can't stop imagine.

I was keep thinking!

I can't get the answer that make me put down all my unnecessary worried feeling.

He is the person that won't give more explain about the things that he did when he found that he never did something that he cannot accept.

But, how should I telling him that I care the answer to let me struggle along this feeling.

Something that I didn't tell do not mean I don't know.

I keep inside my heart is because I'm waiting you to tell me or can said that I scared so no dare to ask and get the real answer.

The truth is always cruel.

I believe that woman six sense is very accurate!

This do not mean that I do not trust him.

The last experience I got let me scared to get hurt again.

Sometime, we willing to choose don't know something that cannot be accepted rather than know it.

The weakness of mine is sometime I'll do something that without a deep consideration and the effect of my decision without think carefully become even worse than my expectation.

Hope this time I can get the thing I want!