Where should I go

I really don't know what I can do
You changed a lot
What I told you before
I don't know
You really can understand what I want
Or you just read it and let it be

Never explain
How I can know you well?
I'm only beside you
But
I never know what happened to you
Your feeling
Your thinking
Only will share with someone else?
Why i'm not the one who should know first and the one who you would tell first?
During the month i went back Butterworth
You not even send a sms that you're missing me
Am I too naive to believe all the things?

Again and again
I saw the same things
This time even worst
Izit there is true friendship between a gal n a guy?


I think I'm foolish enough to get cheated
The things that you dislike
I stopped
But
Do you think of me when you dislike me to do sth else while you can do whatever things that you like?


Perhaps
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I should trust myself although it might be wrong

Who's know?